6.2.09

Valentine Days

Valentine Day is just around the corner once again. As couples are busy cracking their head to think what to get for their partners, I will be most probably sitting at home infront of my laptop and enjoy with my songs and chatting away...if there's anyone around to chat with me la....

Well, I'm used to spending such occasion on my own, with Birthday today and Valentine the next...wat else I couldn't spend with.??? I'm numb to such feeling now, doesn't really bother me if I ever have someone to spend it with. The day still had to go on anyway.

安静了 (Silentness) - S.H.E

Who cut down the cherry tree???

Legend has it that George Washington, America's first president,
chopped down a cherry tree in his youth. The story goes that George gives the tree a good swing and chops it down with an axe. His father sees the damaged tree and asks his son if he knows who did the deed.

George is quoted bravely admitting the truth:
'I can't tell a lie, Pa; you know I can't tell a lie. I did cut it with my axe.'

Below is a satire of how some Malaysian politicians
circa 2008 may have reacted to the same question:

Abdullah Ahmad Badawi-
'I did not cut down the tree, I was just taking a nap underneath it.'

Najib Razak -
'I swear that I have never MET that tree.'

Hishamuddin Hussein Onn-
'...but I only own a keris, not axe, how to cut down the tree?'

Dr Mahathir Mohamad -
'Apa nama cherry tree, yes, I chopped it down because,
I don't like the idea of Pak Lah sleeping under it.'

Chua Soi Lek-
'Yes it was me, I resign as caretaker of this orchard.'

VK Lingam -
'It could be me, it might have been me but I don't think its me.

Anwar Ibrahim-
'I did NOT do it, and I am not giving any DNA sample
for you to plant on the axe handle.'

Mohd Khir Toyo-
'The new state government should just trim the grass and
not waste time asking who cut the tree.'

Ahmad Said (TerengganuMB) -
'I chopped it because cherry treesare more expensive
to maintain than durian trees.'

Azalina Othman -
'The cherry tree is not included under my tourism MOU so I cut it down and besides there were unauthorised signboards put up around the tree.'

Shabery Cheek -
'I challenge you to a debate on tree cutting.'

S Samy Velu -
'I chopped it because Hindraf members were using it as a meeting point.

Wira Ali Rustam-
'We have planted durian trees for 50 years and we will plant them for another 50 years, we do not need cheery trees, apple trees,
pear trees and all these other foreign trees.'

Rais Yatim -
'You must see the bigger picture, Ahmad said cherry trees are
expensive to maintain, Ali Rustamsaid that are against our national identity and I needed to test my new axe, so you see,
it is a WIN-WIN situation all around.'

Sharir Samad-
'I cut the tree because we could no longer afford to subsidise it.'

Karpal Singh-
'The bigfoot creature did it.'

Bung Mokhtar -
'The big monkey did it'

Pandikar Amin Mulia -
'There is nothing in the standing orders against chopping cherry trees. Kinabatangan duduk, Bukit Gelugor duduk.

Khairy Jamaluddin-
I did not do it, neither did the Mat Rempits. By the way, what's a cherry tree?'

Lim Kit Siang-
'Cherry tree also you don't know, you are an insult to Oxford!'

Nazri Abdul Aziz-
'Racist, racist, racist! When we cut down durian trees nobody made a fuss. Now...'

Malaysian Citizens -
'Oh for heavens sake!

Somebody plant something before we all starve to death!'

鄭中基(Ronald Cheng) - 別愛我 (Don't Love Me)

5.2.09

The Insecurity in my Life...


My mind was so tired and I always woke up with a headache and always not in the mood for anything. Even been talking less to Snow babe and Valen. Sorry guys! Dun worry too much bout me k, I'm alright.

Maybe is just I'm too tired, too much & too many is going on in my mind....and lots of question been popping up in my mind, but one of the most common question are that people would tend to ask me when they know about my background stories is that "do I plan to find out/want to know who are my own biological parents if I have the chance?" to be honest....I do of course want to know, but then again...I'm not sure.

I've only came to know that I'm an adopted Child from my previous family when I was just at the age of 10. At that time, good or bad...I started to have the most hateful feeling one could ever have towards someone. I hate them not because I got to know I'm adopted, hate them because they insulted my parents at that time.

That's the reason why as the older I get....I began to ponder and wonder, would I ever get to meet them for once in my life? Or....would I see them in a place I never wish to see..? I'm really confuse, the hurts and hatred I have towards someone has grow to make me feel insecure to just believe in anyone and everyone, and is also hard for me to believe in myself sometimes.

Is not that I've not move on in life, I did..slowly walking out of certain things, but the hurts inside is just too hard to forget. Once a scar is left inside, it will always stay there....
I know alot of people been asking me to let it go...but is not easy as that kind of incident spoiled my whole childhood. I did pray hard for breakthrough...but still....I feel is the same.

4.2.09

陈孟奇Hagen & 姚慧敏 Christy - 我们的爱




This is the theme song from the Movie "The Wedding Game"
and this song has been one of my fav wedding song since I was a kid. No special meaning, I just in love with the song. Enjoy!

Priceless Words....

A husband wakes up at home with a huge hangover.

He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing hesees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on theside table.He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, allclean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that itis in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of thehouse.He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table."Honey, breakfast is on the table, I left early to gogrocery shopping. Love You!"

Totally shocked with the note , he goes to the kitchen andsure enough there is a hot breakfast and the morningnewspaper.His son is also at the table, eating. He asks, "Son,what happened last night?"His son says, "Well, you came home around 3 AM, drunkand delirious.Broke some crockery, puked in the hall, and gave yourself ablack eye when you stumbled into the door".

Confused, the man asks, "So, why is everything inorder and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waitingfor me? I should expect a big quarrel with her!"His son replies, "Oh, that! Mom dragged you to thebedroom, and when she tried to take your clothes n shoesoff, you said, "LADY LEAVE ME ALONE! I'MMARRIED!"

Moral :
Self-induced hangover - $> 400.00
Broken crockery - $ 800.00
Breakfast - $ 10.00
Saying> the Right Thing While Drunk – "PRICELESS"

Aquarius - The Sweetheart

Optimistic and honest. Sweet ! personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent.. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

3.2.09

Men @re H@rd to Ple@se

I got this email from one of my colleague today, and find it quite funny and some are quite true as well. So just share it with you guys lo....enjoy o...


The problem with GUYS:

If you treat him nicely, He say you are in LOVE with him;
If you Dont't, He say you are Proud.

If you Dress nicely, He say you are trying to Lure him;
If you Don't, He say you are from Kampung.

If you Argue with him, He say you're Stubborn;
If you keep Quiet, He will say you have no Brains.

If you Smarter than him, He'll lose Face;
If he Smarter than you, he is Great.

If you don't Love him, he tries to Possess you;
If you Love him, he will try to Leave you. (very true huh?!)

If you dont't make love with him, He says you don't Love him;
If you do!! He says you are Cheap.

If you tell him your Problem, he says you are Troublesome;
If you don't, he says that you don't Trust him.

If you Scold him, you are like a Nanny to him;
If he Scold you, it is because he Cares for you.

If you Break your Promise, you cannot be Trusted;
If he Breaks his, he is Forced to do so.

If you Smoke, you are a Bad girl;
If he Smokes, he is Gentleman.

If you do Well in your exam, he says it's Luck;
If he does Well, it's Brains.

If you Hurt him, you are Cruel;
If he Hurts you, you are too Sensitive!!

See....GUYS are so hard to please right??!!

if you send this to guys, they will swear that's not true....
but if you don't...they say you are selfish...

@ Day Out




Went to watch "The Wedding Game" with one of my ex Colleague at 1 Utama yesterday. It's really funny, and I can assure you is really worth you money to watch it lo...Herefore, I will give you a little summary to the Movies


"A glorious, delightful and touching romantic comedy that unveils the truths behind the years most anticipated celebrity wedding, THE WEDDING GAME begins when Jack (Christopher Lee) publicly proposes to Vikki (Fann Wong) during the live telecast of a regional awards show. Surprised but happy, Vikki accepts much to the delight of the public who has been following and rooting for the two superstars much publicized romance.


What the public doesn't know is that the entire love affair is an elaborate and meticulously planned ruse designed to further the careers and fortunes of the two lovebirds by their ambitious managers May and Tom. In reality, Jack has disliked Vikki from the first day they met and vice versa!


But through it all, the two stars keep up with the charade. Both of them are sure they have nothing to lose not when theyve signed a pre-nuptial agreement to protect themselves and their fortunes.


Just when everything is going so well, an incident rattled some of the fans and the media. There is doubt now lingering about the authenticity of this love match. Will they succeed in fooling a nation, and come away richer but not wiser?


THE WEDDING GAME will have you rolling down the aisles with laughter and touch your hearts with tender moments of emotional truth."


After the movie, which ended around 6pm, we decided to have a lil walk around before we decided to leave and join my gf for dinner...but before we ever reach her place...I have tried giving her calls and missed calls, she didn't pick up my calls either. So tulan as we are...we went to have our own dinner at Cowboy delicious up the hills somewhere in Cheras. :P

During half way dinner she called and say she had reach the place where we suppose to meet....but we are already having our delicious dinner leh. So dun bother much, we told her to wait, and will be there when we finish. Luckily when we left our dinner place is not jam at all, but raining heavily.

After we pick her up, we bring her for her dinner, and there....hmm, we chatted something we dun usually would chat when a guy is around us. Hahaha....but we are open enough, and I think I just let her say anything she want as she is quite down after breaking up with her bf. So yum cha together and chatter until 11.30pm only go home....my mind was just so tired as I've been sleeping quite late lately...but anyhow, I still have a great day hanging out with my buddy and my gf. and some vain pic to go...haha...

1.2.09

Say Ok - Vanessa Hudgens





You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
No I don't wanna start seein' you
If I can't be your only one

[Chorus]
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Say OK.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't want to be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you'll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me close and say

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)

Boringness Kill....

Wat will you do when you are bored at home? With all aunties around your hse?
For me...after dinner I'll hide in my room and camwhore...haha...
Too free ma...what to do? Actually not really that free la..
I still have assignment and homework to finish up...sigh..



31.1.09

Just D@nce - L@dy G@g@





RedOne, Konvict
GaGa, oh-oh, eh

I've had a little bit too much, much
All of the people start to rush, start to rush by
How does he twist the dance? Can't find a drink, oh man
Where are my keys? I lost my phone, phone

What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, oh oh oh-oh
How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside outright
Control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say
And we're all getting hosed tonight, oh oh oh-oh

What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just

When I come through on the dance floor checkin' out that catalog
Can't believe my eyes, so many women without a flaw
And I ain't gon' give it up, steady tryin' to pick it up like a car
I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex and do it until tomorr' yeah

Shawty I can see that you got so much energy
The way you're twirlin' up them hips 'round and 'round
And now there's no reason at all why you can't leave here with me
In the meantime stay and let me watch you break it down

And dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Woo! Let's go!

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Go! Use your muscle, carve it out, work it, hustle
I got it, just stay close enough to get it
Don't slow! Drive it, clean it, lights out, bleed it
Spend the lasto
(I got it)
In your pocko
(I got it)

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

30.1.09

WoOHooO....

Finally I have manage to change my blog templetes....
Also need to thanks to my fren Bunz for teaching me on some of the Html things.



Well...hope I can just keep this templetes for long....too bad I couldn't find any pink templetes...even if got...is without commments column... =.='''



So....do come back for more updates ya... :)

28.1.09

Gong Xi Fa Cai !!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone! Well, indeed this year CNY does sounds very very quiet in KL, and I myself too dun seems to have much feel for anything. Well....angpao also decrease liao...sigh..but still, I have a great time spending it together with my family and relatives. And of cos, is somehow a old tradition that we must wear something red on the 1st day =.='''
So dun ask me why la k....I just follow only...


Me with my New Hairstyle and New Clothes



Me & my cousin Soo Teng

Back to Work!

Yeah...I'm back to work today! On the 3rd day of CNY
Haha....of course, my day didn't start off that badly anyway as I receive a great big angpao from my dear boss (Thanks boss).

Reason I'm back to work is not that my superior don't want to approve my leave, but cos my boss is back to work, and my superior are going back to her hometown. So being the junior wan, and not having any plan, and having too much leave, I decided to replace my superior. There's nothing to complain about, as I plan to hold back my leave to take as my studies leave.

I know that is ridiculous for most chinese to be back on work on the 3rd day of CNY, but maybe my boss really had lots of things to do, and maybe the Feng Shui Master says he must be back to work early, who knows right? My superior had a child back in her hometown, so I do understand her situation and told her I would replace her so that she won't have to rush back all the way just for work.

She'd been very good to me and willing to hold her patient very well in teaching me, so I guess this is just a little something I could do back for her. Thanks Jesse!

Last but not least, I hope I'm not too late in wishing my readers Happy Lunar New Year 2009, may the year of Ox bring you and your family joy, wealth, health, and success in everything.

26.1.09

Leaving and Letting Go

Dear Valen,

If you, still ever happened to drop in here...this is a lil something for you.

I know there's nothing I do or say can hold you back. Even is just for the short 2 weeks....I've never felt happy for so long time already. Really thank you for the love and care you've showed me. I know you were uncertain and unsure of this relationship...I don't blame you to have ever start, instead I blame myself to have fall for you.

Yes, it hurts alot to know you make the decision to leave, cos of the promises you made to me earlier.... I was just unable to to take it on my own. But still, don't worry bout me, I'm alright, you've told me before life have to be moved on, right? I do prayed you'll be alright, we can't be partners, but there's still something called friendship. I losses you as once as a bf, but I don't want to lose you as a friend.

So, for whatever promises you have told me, I take it as a memories with me, to know that I once have you in part of my life. Thanks once again...

23.1.09

Blurness...

I am working in Berjaya Times Square, having to walk to the nearest LRT, Hang Tuah Station will only takes me around 10-15 mins. Buy yesterday as I was on my way out to walk, it started drizzling and I thought I'd better take the monorail to go over which cost me a freaking RM 1.20 just for that short distance.



So fine, already tired from work...once awhile ok la...so as I am using Touch n Go, so means I doesn't need to purchase the ticket. I stand at the machine trying to Touch n Go....it doesn't work...I tried a few times and nothing happen...I was confused..how come the person infront of me can go through and I can't?? Is not that I don't have any credits or anything, hmm...so i look at my card...trying to figure out what happen..



As I looked....I realize that is my ATM card, lol...how can I be so blur??? I was also wondering how can I be holding it and not my Touch n Go...don't ask me how I can end up like that k..cos I don't know either :P

22.1.09

Because of You

Because of You
I have learned once again to put my trust in you
Because of You
I have learned not to think about the past

Because of You
You have given me the hopes to move on with life
Because of You
I have learned once again to love

Because of you
I have learned to put back on the smiles I once used to have
Because of You
things I see around me are turning into even more colourful

Because of you
I will love you always and nothing will ever change it

Love you dear

My New Hair Style for 2009

Finally got myself a haircut and Rebond, so long never been sitting down at the salons for hours, and my butt hurts,....luckily I got someone to complain too..hahaha....but the result this time didn't turn out as bad as last time. Quite satisfied with it, even my dear say nice too... :)